ME

My name is John and iam 19 years old and i know that im still young and still have a lot to learn in this life. This past few weeks have been very hard on me. i dont know why, i really dont.. Physically and emotionally i've been "down" lately, and it got me thinking of some personal stuff thats been going in my life. so im typing here trying to express myself. i guess i just want to share whats been going on in my mind lately.. and the questions that needs answers to define me as a person, which i need to go on with my life.. "LIFE".. what is life?? WHY ARE WE HERE??..

I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you want them, there's a measure of a successful life then some would say i'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointment. Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday won't be sunny and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair. REMEMBER..... "it's only in the black of night that you can see the stars and that star can lead you back home.." So don't be afraid to make mistakes , stumble and fall, cuz most of the time THE GREATEST REWARD COMES FROM THE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU THE MOST. Maybe you'll get everything you wished for. Maybe you'll get more than you could ever imagine. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long... and in the end...... "The journey is the destination.."